As a Satanist why am oppressed?

Do I not have a right to apostasy? Many blaspheme. Indeed most of the world blasphemes in their own name. But I blaspheme in the name of the one who comes to strike at the heel of man. I blaspheme to pave the way for He that is coming soon. So many do as I do and yet they are mindless of their state. Unaware of their slavery. Laughable! I ate of death to cleanse my flesh of god, drank of Hell to cleanse my soul of Yahweh! Oh I just wrote his name down! That he does not strike me down is proof that he who is in the world has overcome he that truly created sin. Oh Asmodeus! I shall not atone! For I am blameless before an unholy God!!!! Ahahahahaha! Oh yahweh! Where is thy sting?!